Mizo_Anathema

Zing takah thoin (thoin ka tina a ka la mu lo a ni.) he hmun hi ka thleng a, ka la kal lohna hmun chu a ni lo, ka kal thinna tun hnua tlawh leh awm tawh ngai lo a ka kalsan hmun a lo ni ve reng a. Naupang nun lemchan ka zirna, vawi tam ka inkhelh tawhna leh thian tam tak ka siamna hmun skul kal loh ni a zing khawvar hmaa a hmun thlen vat chak a ka pan thin a ni tih ka hai lo. Tlasik bul intanna hun nawm lai ber chu a ni ve pakhat ang. Chhum lei vak (lei bawh pawh an ti ta ve ang) kawlkil tawp thlengin hmuh tur a awm a, zing ni chhuakin chu hmun a chhun te chu mawi bik tak a ni. Ran chi hrang hrang hram thawm hriat tur a awm a, tun hma ang erawh chuan sava thlawk duah duah hmuh tur an awm tawh lo. Khua a thiang a, khawchhak, khawthlang leh chhim lam ram te chiang takin a hmuh theih a ni. Tlang hmingthang tak pahnih Chalfilh Tlang leh Reiek Tlang-in a kar tawnna a tlazep, boruak tha leh thli tamna hmun a ni. Chu hmunah chuan ka nunhlui kha zawng ka nilo a, ka hriat rengna kha...

Zawhna chhanna tam tak ka zawng a, ka zawn chhungin kum thum a ral leh ta der mai, ka zawhna zawn hi a chhang tu tur a ka zawh hi a ni lo emaw ni chu aw tih turin vawi tam ka beidawng ta der mai.  Zan rei tak tak a lo chhuah hun nghak a, bathlar a ka chan a chhanna a rawn neih ka beiseina hi a tam ta hle mai. Ka beidawn rum rum chang a rilru rawn luah thar leh tu chu kha zan a, a hlutna min hriat thar tir thar leh kha a ni. Mal tak a hmun pakhat ka panlai a, vansang taka mawi taka a lo en chhuah a, mi tam takin thu te an tiam a, rinawm reng tur a a, a hminga thu an tiam te, a mawi zia an sawi nin loh te, mi vanduai bikin anchhia a lawh takna te kha dawhthei tak a, inchhuang silo a a lo ngaihthlak a, a tih tur thulh ngai chuang lo a, a ngai reng a a rawn her chhuah leh thinna te khan, 'i lo va hlu em' min tih tir awlsam et zu nia. Mite chuan tlai lam a ni tla te an lawm a, ani lo her chhuah ve erawh chhuan a lawmtu ber chu zanrei a mahni a lo nghak tang tang thin tu ...

"I want to talk about what happened without mentioning how much it hurt. There has to be a way. To care for the wounds without reopening them. To name the pain without inviting it back into me." - Lora Mathis He thinlung a khat liam hi a liam chang a nilo a buakin a ni a buak ni, mahse ka erawh chuan sawichhuah loh a thlang tlat thung a. A lem a, hakin a helhkam ta zawk a. Vanneihna chhar fuh ni a nei fu ve chawk, a thil hak kha midang hrawkin a chhahchhuah sak a, a kawngsial an rawn zut mam sak hlauh thung thin. Thu tam tak a ngaihtuah a, hmun tinah ring a fan kual a, a zawn hmuh kha a nghawnglenna hmun erawh a ni ngai lo. A thinlung a lungngaihna avangin a nghing ngai lova, a taksa erawh khurna in a man nghet thung thin. Chak takin a ding a, chak erawh a nei lo. A lungngaihin hlimni awmin a lang a, a lawmin nguina hlimah a ding tlawn zuarh a. Engnge uai zawk ang tih ngaihtuahin a rilru leh a thinlung rit a buk tawn thin.

El camino más allá del horizonte Thu rei tak ka theinghilh tawhin a vawikhat nan ka rilru rawn luah lehin "Khawharna te chuan min rawn thual nawn leh thin a. Lui kawr atangte, tlang chhip atangte chuan min rawn ko va, "Lokal rawh," an ti a. Kawlvalenchhamah sawn hmun nuam zawk chu a awm em? Chutah chuan vanglai nite hi chelh din theih a ni ang em? Mi tu pawhin khawvel khawii laiah emaw hian hmun danglam bik awmin an ring a, an zawng thin a. Upat theih lohva, an that lai hunte hman reng an duh a ni."    Tiin min rawn sawm nawn leh ta a, min sawm nawn bak a zawhna a zawh chhan ve tuma ka lo zawn ve na te tun thleng a ka la chhan theih bik loh te ka hrechhuak a, chu suangtuahna ram a  hmun pakhat lo nita chu a kum a kum ka lo chen tawhna leh a hmun ka bel tak a ni a, hnar eih lo chuan ka suangtuahna ram chuan a fang leh ta nghal vang vang a. Mi tam tak ka theihnghilh tawh te leh an thusawi ten ka nitin nun a nghawng tawh thin te min hriatchhuah tir lehin, n...

Zanrei tawh tak a tlang sang vak lo thengthaw nuam tak khawthlir nuam tak ah chuan tlangval a ngaihtuahna kawm hmel taka lo thu chu, a ngaihtuahna in a hneh thawhkhat ta thut ni ngei tur a ni, a ding hluai a thuthmun a remna bul a vawn banah chuan ding sangin a kun ngul a, chutih lai tak chuan a bulah pa upa ve tawh tak hi lokal in, "tlangval he hmun hi ka tan a hlu a, i ngaihtuahna tihhlawhtlinnan he hmun hi chu min hman sak suh." a ti a. Tlangval chu a ngaihtuahna atang a harh chhuak ni awm tak hian a in thing harh a a chhuk nghal a. Chu pa tar tawh lam tak chu he hmunah hian zantin kalin a thu reng thin a, tlangval erawh chu a vawikhat kalna a ni. Tlangval chuan in thiam loh takin ka pu min ngaidam rawh, he hmun hi ka vawikhat kalna a ni a, "hmun hian hlutna a nei thin tih ka lo hre ngai lo a ni." a ti a. Chu pa chuan i thiam loh a nilo e tiin a chhang a. A kianga thu ve turin tlangval chu a sawm ta nghal a.  Tlangval hnenah chuan engvanga a rilru ng...

(Rilruchhechhuaka Thu)                            I mittui ka hrukfai theihloh kha ti tla miah suh ang che a tihna tawngkam hmang bawk khan a natna thin a sawi te kha a chhak chhuak a vawitam a far ta. A nun a hlutna a bo a, vaivut a kir leh a duh nitin ta. A taksa chu a chak a rilru erawh a chauh ngawih ngawih a a thinlung tak a a nuih thin te khan thla tam a liam pui tawh. A rilru a kawm thin te hi a hua a, mahse a rilru lo kawm tur a nei silo. Mal takin awm suh aw a tihna a hre reng mahse mal tur a kalsan a ni si. Mal taka a awm chu a tuar ve thei, mahse a hliam thin tih hre miah lo a a nun a tar lan a hmuh a a rilru natna in a taksa a nghawng, thawk harsa a tih na zawng zawng te a tim leh uaih uaih thin na.   A hlauhthawnna te a dang zo tawh lo in tih chak a chhel tak a din a duh mahse tunah chuan a chhungrilah a tlusawp a mittui farin a let reng tawh. Thawh zai a rel lo a, ...

A hringnun a, a tawngtai chhanna a hmuh hian hlim tur a ni ah a inngai a, hlimna neih a hnekin a a rilru chhe ber ber ten a rilru an rawn nei a, a ni hlimna neih kha a awt zantin reng a ni. A inngaihtuah muk deuh chang a hlimna a neih ai mah a thinrimna leh tehna a buk uai tu nilo a, a uai zawk a nihna hian hliam a siam a, ser a neih mawlh kha hlauhin an hlim dun lai kha a ngaihtuah hram hram, a ni hlimna tih chhiat a duh loh vanga a in up bet a a in san mar a, thawk buai vek khawp a a rilru chhe chhuak a dan beh tum a tam tih piahlam a ni. A na a, a tliak hnawp a mahse a natna te ah tihtheih a neih loh vangin a nui leh tawp a thaw nasa tak a lain a thaw ri hawk zel, nuih bak tih theih nei hek lo le, mahni hma a sial lo bik lo mahse a sial luat ah a diklohna kawngkamah a in kham khat ruih a hmu chhuak a, mahni leh mahni a in dem leh chawt zel, a rilru ah ta se ti a hlauhna a tir atanga a neih khan rawn la hran khum reng a, hlauhthawnna nei lo a zan mu a chhin chang chu a...

Zantin mai hian ka beisei in ka ngen thin Suangtuahna hmangaihtu ka kawng a lokal ngei tur chu Hmeichhia ka ban a ka vawn tur Leh a nungchang duhawmna thilmak te hrechiangtu A chhan chu hmeichhia ka ta ti a koh tur ka duh a ni.  Suangtuahna hmangaihtu ka duh a, mahni chauha suangtuahna ram a ka chen bik loh nan. Suangtuahna hmangaihtu, khawiah nge i awm a hmangaihna nen, oh, dik tak mai leh ka lo upat a ka kiangah i awm tih ka hriata i ban ka vawn theih tur A chhan chu hmeichhia ka ta ti a koh tur ka duh a ni. Suangtuahna hmangaihtu ka duh a, mahni chauha suangtuahna ram a ka chen bik loh nan. Engtikni ah emaw chuan, engtin nge ka hre lo ka ngenna hi a la hria a nga Engtikawng zawng emaw chuan, engtin nge ka hre lo A hmangaihna ka kiangah a rawn la chhawp ngei ang. Suangtuahna hmangaihtu, tun atan chuan a nih hrih phawt mai le, Ka muhil a nga ka suangtuah leh phawt a nge Chu chauh chu tih tur awmchhun a ni Khawngaihin mahni chauh chuan min suangtuah tir bik suh Ka ngen...